A week of progress and the regress.

"I've been seeing other girls"

Those words didn't sting. I didn't expect them to. I would have hoped he was... seeing other people that is. It makes it easier on me anyway.

I tried to say it in as many words without actually saying it. 

But at the end of the day, he doesn't know.

I don't think I will ever be able to tell him. Not because it would crush him or affect him anyway.

He said himself he felt no sense of attachment to me.

Whether he admits it or not, I know that I will always be his first. and for that reason I cannot tell him I'm gay.

I'm glad that the "closure" chapter is over. 

I moved on a long time ago and I am genuinely happy that he has too.